In this clip, Ryan Bowers detailed the suicidal episode which resulted in him getting shot in the stomach by a police officer. Ryan says that his memory isn’t the best with regard to all what happened but explained how things began with swallowing a razor blade that was stuffed inside a candy bar. When the excruciating pain became unbearable, Ryan took a pocket knife to his throat in attempts of ending it all.

Ryan went on to explain how his father found him after his suicide attempt and the subsequent encounter with police. He said that he was rushed to the hospital where they began performing surgery on him without anesthesia.