Vh1 is going to air Usher “Behind The Music”. The special takes a closer look at the many twists and turns in Usher’s career, while providing insight into among other things: his breakup with TLC’s Chilli, his divorce settlement, the death of his father, and the firing of his mother.

Here are a few quotes from the episode.

“I never thought of him cheating, I don’t know I just, I didn’t expect anything like that from him because of how much we loved each other. But I kept hearing about it, then I went to him and I asked him and he …  admitted it. You know I just, I felt like …  a fool, I felt like everybody knew something and I didn’t, and I’m … just now finding out.” –Rozonda “Chili” Thomas on finding out about Usher’s infidelity.

I’m paying a lot, but I got a lot out of the deal too, you know. Um my boys, I love them, you know, and I’ll never be unavailable for them. I’ll always be there. Not having my father be there is what makes me the father that I am to my sons.” – Usher on fatherhood and being awarded joint custody of his two sons.

“The relationship between me and Tameka, uh, definitely bothered my mother… She never chooses to speak about it, but, I think that she just didn’t approve of it because she didn’t want to.” –Usher on the rift between his ex-wife, Tameka, and his mother.

Well I can’t wait to tune in. July 19, 8pm on Vh1.

These are his confessions…

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